FREDRICKSON, hans dean
Nov 4, 2016 22:49:15 GMT
Post by Hans Fredrickson on Nov 4, 2016 22:49:15 GMT
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[attr="class","chrctrappheaders"]personality
[attr="class","chrctrapptxt"]Hans has always struggled immensely with his personality. It's hard to honestly say who he is and what he truly acts like. His troubled upbringing has caused him to acquire an interesting and arguably devastating inability to create a true self. He mirrors emotions and ideologies that he sees in the people around him. Whoever is around Hans, he will become an extreme version of their personality. His passion stays strong no matter what it latches on to.
Hans, when he is alone, tends to be very quiet and thoughtful. He's realized how his personality isn't his own and tends to struggle with outbursts of extreme feeling and emotion. His temper and depression often get the best of Hans, keeping the young man to stay mostly to himself to avoid becoming a mirror to other people. Though it's easy to simply label Hans as shy and introverted, since he regularly chooses to stay away from people almost entirely, he longs to have human contact and sympathy and understanding. Everything he feels isn't his own feelings, unless he is alone. So that's the way he likes to stays.
Though, all hope hasn't been fully lost on the boy. He's slowly trying to start his own path, his own life, and his own destiny. As the years have gone by since he's started journaling his thoughts and feelings, he's started to show off his true self. He is passionate, though he tends to lose hope fairly easily. He's sympathetic to all sides of an argument -- though he will side with whoever he's spoken with last that had a particular opinion -- and is wonderful at keeping things level. He still keeps to himself, but Hans is now capable of keeping gentle friendships, as long as he keeps them hanging nearby but not too close.
Hans, when he is alone, tends to be very quiet and thoughtful. He's realized how his personality isn't his own and tends to struggle with outbursts of extreme feeling and emotion. His temper and depression often get the best of Hans, keeping the young man to stay mostly to himself to avoid becoming a mirror to other people. Though it's easy to simply label Hans as shy and introverted, since he regularly chooses to stay away from people almost entirely, he longs to have human contact and sympathy and understanding. Everything he feels isn't his own feelings, unless he is alone. So that's the way he likes to stays.
Though, all hope hasn't been fully lost on the boy. He's slowly trying to start his own path, his own life, and his own destiny. As the years have gone by since he's started journaling his thoughts and feelings, he's started to show off his true self. He is passionate, though he tends to lose hope fairly easily. He's sympathetic to all sides of an argument -- though he will side with whoever he's spoken with last that had a particular opinion -- and is wonderful at keeping things level. He still keeps to himself, but Hans is now capable of keeping gentle friendships, as long as he keeps them hanging nearby but not too close.
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[attr="class","chrctrapptxt"]Hans started his life as a fight to not be noticed. His father worked the streets and had many people doing his business underground while he appeared to simply be a wealthy businessmen. He had a beautiful and self-centered wife, only there for the money that let her live lavishly. Hans was the final and youngest child of thirteen in this marriage -- despite the fact that only two were borne from Hans' mother herself. His father thought that it was a sign of strength to prey on the weak. It's no surprise then that the older of his siblings were constantly picking on the young boy. Both his father and every sibling above him would abuse him - as well as each other - emotionally and physically.
When Hans was fourteen, he finally decided to stand up for himself against his eldest brother. The twenty one year old showed no mercy, and Hans ended up in the hospital. After a short coma, he awoke to a whole new world of confusion. His brother had been arrested, as well as his father for neglect and abuse. Hans had spent three days hidden in the house until eventually a concerned teacher mentioned that the boy hadn't been at school in a few days and prompted an investigation. Although, this didn't exactly lead to a happier life for the teenage Hans. He was taken into a foster family, but he now refused to have emotions or feelings of his own. He started to only reflect what others showed towards him, trying to create a sense of ease. This worked incredibly well until he moved to a foster family with a demanding and unsympathetic father. Lillian, the mother of this household, was the first to actually notice how Hans shifted in personality and opinions depending on who he was around, and took him to see the doctor. Now seventeen, about to graduate and turn eighteen, he was deemed unwell. He was dangerous to be around, and nobody was ever sure how he would respond to situations.
Hans lived for a few years in a home for the mentally unstable, testing drugs and 'cures' to his hard to label mental illness. But when he was twenty-two, the doctors finally gave up and decided that they didn't know how to fix the boy. Or even lessen his symptoms. So, instead, they sent him away to live with a very well respected psychiatrist to be watched and tested, figuring if they couldn't fix him they might as well use him as a rat to help anyone else that may show up with this odd behaviour. So Hans was sent to Waltsville, where he lives unknowingly of the little experience of his mind.
When Hans was fourteen, he finally decided to stand up for himself against his eldest brother. The twenty one year old showed no mercy, and Hans ended up in the hospital. After a short coma, he awoke to a whole new world of confusion. His brother had been arrested, as well as his father for neglect and abuse. Hans had spent three days hidden in the house until eventually a concerned teacher mentioned that the boy hadn't been at school in a few days and prompted an investigation. Although, this didn't exactly lead to a happier life for the teenage Hans. He was taken into a foster family, but he now refused to have emotions or feelings of his own. He started to only reflect what others showed towards him, trying to create a sense of ease. This worked incredibly well until he moved to a foster family with a demanding and unsympathetic father. Lillian, the mother of this household, was the first to actually notice how Hans shifted in personality and opinions depending on who he was around, and took him to see the doctor. Now seventeen, about to graduate and turn eighteen, he was deemed unwell. He was dangerous to be around, and nobody was ever sure how he would respond to situations.
Hans lived for a few years in a home for the mentally unstable, testing drugs and 'cures' to his hard to label mental illness. But when he was twenty-two, the doctors finally gave up and decided that they didn't know how to fix the boy. Or even lessen his symptoms. So, instead, they sent him away to live with a very well respected psychiatrist to be watched and tested, figuring if they couldn't fix him they might as well use him as a rat to help anyone else that may show up with this odd behaviour. So Hans was sent to Waltsville, where he lives unknowingly of the little experience of his mind.
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